Profound Emptiness

I am feeling profound emptiness, for reasons I cannot get into here because of readership. I like being alone but sometimes I do not handle it well for the first few days. The question is "what do I do with this empty feeling?"

Since the feeling has a lot to do with a person upon whom I am basing a character in my book, I should write. But I am not yet up to that part where that person would be introduced. I can't really skip forward.

I feel a little ridiculous about this actually. I haven't got any right to be experiencing this, but I do.

On the upside, though; it would seem that quite a bit of my anger has dissipated. I have been writing my blog entries in a notebook so that I wouldn't sound like an Extremely Angry Person on the verge of doing Something Stupid. And it took a while to get that all taken care of, hence the almost-month between entries. Perhaps at some point I will be able to go through my notebook and edit those posts into something that sounds less anti-social.

I am silly.